Reflective/Introspection (healthy)
Nov. 11th, 2002 10:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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wruf last night and realised and admitted to him that I felt.. 'unbalanced'. I was just thinking about kissycat1000 and realised I was able to express that better and that it probably applies to her too right now.
I toldkissycat1000 I felt unbalanced at present, due to the events of the last few weeks. Going out to meet new and old people is quite weird; as I didn't feel very strong at the time (but nor did I feel particularly weak) it affected me a bit.
So, what is true in all of this is that we have to stop living for other people and live for ourselves a little more. When I feel like that I need time and space to myself and usually play escapist computer games or hang around with equally 'safe' friends depending on my mood.
Then, when I have my strength back I feel ready to tackle new friendships, to give out a lot of energy without needing much in return. Recharging of batteries in the emotional sense, recentering in a focussing sense.
Yes/No/Different anybody?
wruf last night and realised and admitted to him that I felt.. 'unbalanced'. I was just thinking about kissycat1000 and realised I was able to express that better and that it probably applies to her too right now.I told
kissycat1000 I felt unbalanced at present, due to the events of the last few weeks. Going out to meet new and old people is quite weird; as I didn't feel very strong at the time (but nor did I feel particularly weak) it affected me a bit.So, what is true in all of this is that we have to stop living for other people and live for ourselves a little more. When I feel like that I need time and space to myself and usually play escapist computer games or hang around with equally 'safe' friends depending on my mood.
Then, when I have my strength back I feel ready to tackle new friendships, to give out a lot of energy without needing much in return. Recharging of batteries in the emotional sense, recentering in a focussing sense.
Yes/No/Different anybody?
