An elaboration

[azekeil]

I think I've recently been in the mood to indulge my darker wallowing side. Hello world, yes this is my inside speaking. You know, watching The Crow and enjoying the cliché'd melodrama - but not from a pretentious or attention-seeking kind of way. Except of course, that this and the previous post are all about attention-seeking, as well as writing.

I used to be more than this. I used to feel.

Perspective: I know this is just winter and other stresses.

So. In order to seem approachable and invite some interaction, why don't you see what you can tell me about your insides?

Comments

[androktone.livejournal.com]

they're red.

[azekeil.livejournal.com]

[trishpiglet.livejournal.com]

Inside Trish: no idea what's in there - I seem to have temporarily stopped looking

We're having a 'tidy up' day at work today
I'll do my desk, some other bits of the office and then start on my head if there's time

It will probably be a useful exercise
I am richer by exactly £2 (in various coinage) following the tidying of my desk so who knows ?? there might be something valuable in my head as well

More seriously - some quiet, alone time can be good for accessing feelings that may be buried. Sit alone in a room and just have a look at objects in the room (not your own room, preferably), letting your gaze wander about. Any pressing inner voices may start to give you a prod.

xx

[azekeil.livejournal.com]

Thank you :)

[goddesssnoweh.livejournal.com]

See my latest entry. Lots and lots of angry deep dark red pain. the irritating kind that makes you want to scream. Alot.

[ev1ldonut.livejournal.com]

To be honest, at the moment they're kinda empty. This is why I've been craving affection so much lately, it dulls the void and makes me feel complete (while it's there..).

I'm stil on the border between two lives, and while I am moving inexorably toward the goal, I am still not there and definitely no longer where I started.

I also find creativity helps, hence the post earlier about my dtermination to get my photography going properly again.

[azekeil.livejournal.com]

Yes, of course I know exactly how you feel as I was doing this all a couple of years ago.

[nina321.livejournal.com]

my stomach keeps gurgling.
It wants chocolate.

Thankfully I have a marzipan ritter sport at home, so soon, it will be happy.

Mmmm... happiness.

[azekeil.livejournal.com]

Ah, the simple things :)