It's evening so..

[azekeil]

.. naturally I feel better. I want to thank everyone for their supportive comments, but it occurs to me that many people might think I regularly suffer from depression. This is not the case. My last bout of depression (and also my first) was about 3 years ago. I realise it's a circumstantial thing, short term as well. My trouble is I'm just not used to coping with it, hence the emotional rollercoaster and these entries. People should also realise that I'm not ashamed of anything, so what you see in here is the whole as far as I am aware of it. There is no iceberg below the surface, although I may omit some details I'm pretty sure I'll give a reasonable impression of what's going on.

In fact, while I'm on the subject of explaining myself I thought I'd tell you some oddities about myself. I'm not religious. I'm obviously going straight to hell/being reincarnated as a slug/whatever your religious non-believer punishment is. I don't believe in Christmas. Bah humbug. I don't do clothes. Some of yuo may have already noticed. I hate shopping. No, really. I don't do romantic gifts. See previous point. I don't take sides in arguments. I see both sides and usually it's personal choice. I play devil's advocate. I favour balance.

So what do I do? Well.. I like to help friends if they'll let me. I'll go to great lengths to help them. It's something I get a lot of enjoyment from. Instead of romantic gifts I prefer doing something thoughtful that takes effort. In this way I show my affection for someone. I ride a motorbike :) Oh, and I'm a geek. Anything else is a figment of your overactive imaginations, or at least that's my excuse and I'm sticking to it ;)

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[azekeil.livejournal.com]

Erm, thank you, I think. The beer's over here.. ;)